Friday, June 29, 2007
7:18 PM
「 shadow 」
i'll always be the shadow of others..
i feel left out..
i feel nobody wans to listen my opinion..
my opinion always seems to be wrong
my statement always seems to be not convincing..
i know i don't look convincing to ppl..
i know i don't look outstanding..
so i will never be the first to ask
when it comes to a big decision..
i will never be the first to tell
when it comes to a big n exciting news..
i will never be the first to think of
when it comes to thinking of someone...
i always listen wat they say
i always think of how they feel
make sure they know that they've been heard by someone
trying to talk something to reply
so that they won't feel bad
coz i also feel the same
wan to be heard by someone when i wan my thoughts to be heard
i don wan anyone to feel bad bcoz of contradiction
i don wan anyone to think i'm troublesm
i don wan anyone to think i'm inmature just bcoz it's not a big deal for them
i don wan anyone to think i'm sensitive
i don wan anyone to think i'm very hard to get along with
so sometimes i will keep my thought to myself when i'm not heard by anybody..
just follow only..
m i doing wat i think i'm doing?
m i right in wat i'm thinking?
i don feel good about myself at all
i just wan some understanding n appreciation from everyone..
when i think till here, it makes me feel i'm sensitive
n feel that i'm asking too much
it just makes me sooooo uglyyyyy....................
